Dear girls, I think that it's very normal to find our vision later in life as in finding where we belong . The reason being that our minds ,souls , wants and desires grow and change with us as we mature . What we would find as an acceptable job aspiration in one phase can be discarded later as a totally unsuited one. Youngsters rarerlly know what they talk about when speaking of their future occupations. They mostly blurt out what they think sounds impressive to others or what their parents desperately want to hear

And dear Lola , I can remember feeling same as you do, and how frustrated it was for me not to be able to talk about Islam to prospect believers because the lack of time when I was abroad . But really, this mission doesn't have to be as hard as we think

I will tell you this story , I remember that once there was a lost British student waitng in the metro for hours. He lost his wallet and was stopping people to talk and ask for money to buy the return ticket . So when we approached - me and my friend - the station's platform he stopped us. Before he finish reciting his story I gave him the money. My friend was angry because she suspected that he was a thief, but I can see that he was so flustered and annoyed of the situation to be so . The guy was shocked, said that he waited for couple of hours in which people ignored him and I gave him the money trustingly without him even finishing the story to me

He asked why I did that and I answered because I am a Muslim . I realised after the event , that we can deliver this great message without the noise and hassle just by being a good representation of our religion

So Lola it is not too late to achieve your dreams !