Chapter Nine
On Saturday Stephen took them out on his yacht, a sixty-foot Sea Ray.
Jade had pleaded to see the boat, and though Megan had her suspicions about how her daughter had gotten the idea in her head, she gave in.
Stephen had been so good with Jade this past week. The three of them had even toured the Garrison Grand early one evening, seeing the suite that Stephen kept there for his—now their—personal use. She couldn't deny him or her daughter the fun of an outing on Biscayne Bay.
From what she remembered, the yacht, named Wishful Thinking, was Stephen's prized possession. The two of them had spent many carefree hours on it making love and just relaxing and enjoying each other...until shed discovered she wasn't the only woman he'd been entertaining aboard.
Now as she stood in the stateroom, running a brush through her hair near a small mirror, she pushed the uncomfortable thought aside.
Stephen had killed the engine and dropped anchor so that the boat bobbed in the water.
After she and Stephen had taken turns diving and swimming off the side of the boat, they'd had lunch. Then Jade—worn out by the excitement of being on a yacht for the first time—had lain down for a nap.
Her daughter was asleep now on the bunk in the guest stateroom, so there was no innocent little girl around to run interference between her and Stephen. Megan sought to quell the nervousness that seized her.
As if conjured by her thoughts Stephen appeared. He looked relaxed, fit and tanned in swim trunks and a short-sleeved navy T-shirt he'd donned after his swim.
"Hey. there." he said, resting his hand on the top of the door frame.
"Hi." She hated that he looked so at ease when she was a bundle of nerves. Shed intentionally put on a short skirt over her halter-top emerald bathing suit, but she still felt exposed.
It didn't help she'd seen amusement in the depths of Stephen's eyes when she'd done so as if he saw right through her maneuver.
Now as he looked her up and down, her body hummed in reaction. She prayed her nipples wouldn't harden, betraying her even more.
Despite the ease with which he'd assumed a fatherly role in Jades life, she had to remember he was a rat and their relationship was all business, including this marriage.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Trying to get some knots out of my hair." Her hair had dried from her dip in the water earlier, but despite having had it in a ponytail it had gotten tangled by the wind and water.
He continued to watch her with the same searing gaze he'd had when shed stripped down to her bathing suit earlier.
"Jade want’s to learn how to swim." she blurted.
His lips curved in the lopsided smile that never failed to send heat shooting through her. "I want to teach her. If she’d grown up here, near the water, she might already know how."
Surprisingly, she couldn't detect a hint of reproach in his voice. "She'd love to learn."
He stepped forward. "Here, let me help you."
She lowered the hand with the brush to her side.
"What?" she asked, though shed heard him perfectly well. Her mind had just stopped at the image of Stephen touching her hair.
He grasped her wrist and gently removed the brush from her nerveless fingers. Then he stepped behind her and she felt the movement of thick bristles from her scalp to the curling edges of her wavy hair.
She also felt his presence as he shifted against her—saw it in the small mirror in front of her—and her pulse picked up.
His skin gave off the scent of fresh air salty water and sunscreen—and healthy male sweat.
They stood in silence. He lifted first one lock of hair, then another, pulling the brush through from root to tip.
She felt the air around her grow hot and heavy, until she had to concentrate on keeping her breathing even.
"Just like a mermaid." he murmured, arranging one curling edge over her shoulder before lifting another section of hair.
"No fins." she said automatically, and couldn't believe how breathless she sounded.
He chuckled, then sobered.
"I've been thinking about your accusation, and I've done some research." he said. "I looked back over my business diary from four years ago to try to ******* my memory about the night you were talking about."
She stiffened. ‘I’m surprised you didn't attempt hypnosis."
He laughed shortly before going on. "We hosted a party that night for an up-and-coming British rock group, and there were plenty of celebrity hangers-on involved. The woman you saw that night was there on a lark. She must have followed me back from the Garrison Grand, or gotten a tip from someone there that I owned a yacht."
"I wonder how she could have gotten the impression you were open to a brief encounter." she remarked acerbically.
He didn't react, apparently refusing to be baited by her sarcasm. "I admit I had a reputation as a player, and since you weren't around that night, someone thought I was fair game."
"I bet." she said unbendingly.
"But I did not sleep with that bottle blonde." he continued inexorably. "She sneaked aboard, but I sent her packing the second it became clear why she was there."
"How do you explain the fact she was still straightening her clothing when I saw her?" Megan asked. She didn't want to give him a chance to clarify things, but curiosity got the better of her.
In the mirror, she saw Stephens lips twist. “I’m betting she saw you coming—maybe even recognized you—and decided to put on a show out of spite."
She finally felt herself relax a little at his words, despite her best intentions.
"You already think I'm a cheater." he said, as if reading her mind. “I’m not about to compound my problems by becoming a liar, too."
"How do I know you won’t cheat now?" she asked, her eyes meeting his in the mirror. "You're still the head of the Garrison Grand and—" she gestured around her"—you've still got this yacht. Women will want to come on to you."
He showed her the hand with his wedding ring. "This is your insurance."
She looked at his plain platinum band. "A wedding ring isn't considered an obstacle by some women."
"I just admitted that at the time you met me I had a reputation—"
She raised her eyebrows. "Really? The fact that you had to jog your memory speaks volumes." Though her words were sharp, it was getting hard to maintain her edge when he was practically giving her a scalp massage. "You couldn't even remember the woman who showed up that night."
"But I could never forget you." he said against her temple. "That's why I turned her away."
She felt his words with shattering force. Her walls where he was concerned—never sturdy to begin with—crumbled some more.
"I want to make love." he stated, and her insides turned to mush.
"That's not a good idea." she managed to say through a constricted throat.
"On the contrary." he responded, tossing the brush aside. "I think it's the best idea I've had in a long time."
He spun her around to face him and her hands fell against his chest.
He dipped his head, and his mouth plundered hers.
Tongues touched and lips moved, shifted, caressed, and just like that, the dam burst.
She moaned low in her throat.
His fingers delved into her hair, undoing his handiwork as he pulled her head back. His mouth skimmed along the side of her neck.
"I want you so damn much," he muttered.
Her hands moved to grip his shoulders, anchoring herself in a world gone topsy-turvy.
When his mouth met the obstacle of her bathing suit, his fingers went to the clasp of the halter top and released the bonds that kept her from him. Her breasts spilled forward, and his hands came up to palm and stroke them, rubbing folds of nylon across sensitized nipples.
The force of their desire came roaring to life, the way it always had.
They couldn't get enough of each other. Mouth fused to mouth, and his hands shot down, skimming under her skirt to grasp her buttocks and bring her flush against him to feel the strength of his need.
The past had been a glorious ride before she’d been thrown, but it had brought her Jade, and now suddenly she wanted to reach out again with both hands to grasp the sunshine, feeling reckless—no. feeling like a gambler.
She felt the strong beat of his heart and felt the thrilling excitement of wanting to be joined with him.
Her skirt hit the floor, and their hands roamed with increasing urgency. Her fingers stroked and delved, retracing every luscious inch of him that had been imprinted on her memory.
During the years they'd been apart, she’d still dreamed about him—fantasized about him. It hadn't mattered that she’d thought he was a cheat. Her heart at night was free to roam where her mind would not allow itself to go when she was awake.
Now he pulled away from her and yanked his shirt over his head, exposing a chest shed itched to touch ever since he'd stripped down to his bathing trunks for their swim earlier.
Her fingers danced over defined muscle, until she gave in to the urge to place openmouthed kisses where her hands had just been. His skin tasted warm. salty and sun-kissed.
With an oath of frustration, he bent and pulled down his swim trunks.
His impressive erection sprang free, exciting her even more.
She quivered, her body tightening—a reaction that echoed those shed felt whenever they were together.
"I've got to have you." he said, and her senses ran riot.
He hooked his thumbs under the fabric of her swimsuit and pulled it off her.
His mouth came down to ravage hers. After a moment, he hooked his foot behind her ankle, sliding her leg forward and throwing her off balance so they both tumbled onto the bed next to them.
He feasted on her breasts, then found all her pleasure points: the hollow behind her ear...the curve of her breast...her inner thigh...her instep. All the while she did a slow slide to mindless desire.
And still he played with her.
He was a master at bringing her vibrantly to life.
She raked her hands down his back as he kissed her hip bone, then the indentation it formed.
When he touched her welcoming wetness with his hand, she sucked in a breath, tensing.
"Relax." he murmured.
How could she relax when she could hear the dark intent in his voice? She could feel his breath against her and her pulse accelerated.
The first touch of his mouth sent waves of sensation surging through her.
"Stephen."
He growled against her damp heat, then delved in to pleasure her with his mouth.
She turned her head toward the mattress, her hands grasping the sheets.
She moaned, sighed and careened toward release. Within moments, she trembled against him before sinking back against the mattress, weak and fulfilled.
Seconds later, she watched as he moved up next to her and looked over at a nearby drawer. "Damn it. I just realized I don't have any protection."
"I haven't been with anyone since our affair." She was desperate for him. therwise she’ never have been so direct. Her body was still wet and wanting.
He looked at her questioningly then his eyes kindled.
"With a small child, there hasn't been time for anything." she explained.
‘I’ealthy." he said.
She nodded.
"But you could get pregnant." he went on holding her gaze.
Her heart flipped. "Or not. It’ the wrong time of the month."
The truth was there were times when shed been sad that Jade might not have any siblings. Shed fore-closed other possibilities when she’ married Stephen. Why not take this? her heart whispered.
"We are married." he said, his erection resting against her. "This time it’s you and me in it together, either way."
"We've already made that bargain." she responded in a low voice, though she knew another child hadn't factored into their arrangement.
Her green light was the last encouragement he needed.
His mouth claimed hers, and with his lead, their need for each other was stoked to a blistering height once more.
When he finally sank into her she expelled a breath on a long sigh.
"I know baby." he murmured, soothing her. "Let me give you what you want—what we both need."
She caught his rhythm as effortlessly as she always had. It was a dance they'd always performed well, moving with primal instinct.
He thrust, sending her higher and higher. She clung to him. moaning, reaching, and leaving herself open to feeling.
Then, just when she thought the tension couldn't build up anymore, the coil within her released, and she shattered.
She felt him strain back, thrust one final time, and with a guttural groan, climax after her.
"Everyone, this is Jade." Stephen said, his hand resting on his daughters shoulder.
Stephen’s siblings stepped forward in turn to greet Jade. Megan wet her lips nervously.
All the Garrisons had gathered, including Parker and Anna. Anna had said she’d show up to give moral support, and now Megan was glad for it.
Though Stephen’s family had seen Jade at the wedding, this Sunday-night dinner at the Garrison estate would be their first opportunity to really interact with her.
This was also her own very first visit to the Bal Harbour estate. Megan reflected. She’d never stepped inside Stephen’s parents’ mansion during their fling, but she was here now as his wife and the mother of their child.
She let her gaze travel over her surroundings with a designers practiced eye. The foyer was designed to impress—intimidate even—as was the entire estate.
The double-height foyer was dominated by an immense stone fireplace, before which were arranged various armchairs and sofas. Thick stone Corinthian columns supported graceful archways. To one side, a wide stone staircase led to a second level, where a gallery, bracketed by more stone columns, ran around the perimeter of the room and gave a glimpse of the rooms on the upper level.
Four years ago she’d met all the Garrison siblings at one event or another. Parker, of course, she’d worked for and she and Stephen had partied at Adams nightclub, where shed also met the twins. Brittany and Brooke.
She wished, however, that she’d also met Stephen’s mother back then. The matriarch of the clan had greeted her stiffly at the wedding and now held back, surveying the scene.
When all of Stephen’s siblings had stopped fussing over Jade. Stephen’s mother looked down at her granddaughter.
"Come here, little girl." Bonita said, and after a slight hesitation. Jade stepped forward.
Megan could feel Stephen tense beside her.
She’d dressed Jade in a sleeveless emerald-green dress, tying her daughters hair back with a ribbon. She’d wanted Jade to make the best impression possible. She could deal with rejection for herself, but she wanted Jade to be accepted—embraced even—by the Garrisons.
So far to her relief, all of Stephens siblings had reacted warmly, surpassing expectations that shed tried to keep in check so as not to be disappointed.
Now though, she held her breath as Bonita grasped Jades chin and tilted her face up so she could examine the little girls face.
Seconds ticked by and Megan felt as if everyone else in the room was holding their breath right along with her.
"There's no mistaking the fact you're a Garrison." Bonita stated finally. "The image of your father, in fact."
Though there was no visible softening of Bonita's features, everyone seemed to relax slightly. The lack of censure in Bonita's voice made it likely this evening at least might pass without incident.
"I'm your grandmother." Bonita said. "You may call me Grandmother."
Bonita dropped her hand, and Jade nodded, wide-eyed.
Megan's shoulders lowered. Stephen had filled her in on the fact that Bonita had a drinking problem that had become exacerbated recently. She'd stated that his mother could prove difficult about accepting what were, in her view, a mistress and out-of-wedlock child into the family.
Yet it seemed Bonita's affection for her son had won the day and Megan felt her tension ebb some more.
As people began to mingle and talk, waiting for dinner to be served in the dining room Stephen moved away to speak with Adam, and Brittany approached her.
Stephen’s sister squeezed her arm. ‘I’m so happy for you and Stephen."
Megan put a smile on her face. "Thanks, and likewise for you and Emilio." She looked over Brittany's shoulder. "Where is he by the way?"
Brittany laughed. "Busy with El Diablo."
Megan nodded. "He must work hard. That restaurant has gotten great reviews for its food and ambience."
Brittany leaned in. "Between you and me I think it’s just as well he isn't here. We’re still easing our way with the family."
"Tell me about it." she responded ruefully. "I was nervous about coming tonight. Everyone had to be on their best behavior for the wedding, but tonight is a different matter."
"You're doing great." Brittany said then looked across the room at Stephen. "You know. I suspected Stephen was carrying a torch for you after your breakup."
Megan felt a flutter, but then reminded herself that Brittany was hardly an impartial party.
"Not our playboy action hero." she said glibly.
"He matured, too." Brittany insisted. "Since you left, he built up the Garrison Grand even more. I think he poured himself into it and in the process, he took a good hotel and made it great."
"I can’t disagree there." Megan murmured, looking across the room now. Stephen had studied her plans for the hotels conference and business center and made some modifications to make the renovation even more state-of-the-art. She had to admit he knew his stuff.
"My only concern was that he was becoming just a little too focused and ruthless." Brittany went on turning to look at her again. "Now that he's married, I can stop worrying."
If only Brittany knew the half of it. Megan thought.
Of course Brittany wanted to believe she and Stephen had found a happily-ever-after—she was in love herself. From what Stephen had told her before the wedding. Megan knew Brittany was newly engaged to Emilio Jefferies and planning a splashy wedding.
But she also knew her own situation was far different. Stephen’s ruthlessness hadn't ebbed a bit and she and Stephen had married for convenience.
She almost blurted out the latter to Brittany, but she *******ed herself with saying. "Jade’s certainly had an effect on him."
After Stephen’s sister had moved off to speak with her twin. Megan found herself mulling over the weekends events.
Yesterday, when they'd gotten home from their outing on the yacht and put Jade to bed she’d fallen asleep herself atop her own bed. After changing into her sleep tee she’d meant to lie down only for a few minutes before doing some work-related reading. Instead, in the morning, she’d woken up under some blankets. She’d realized Stephen must have come in at some point and covered her up and a wave of awareness had washed over her despite her best efforts.
Then today, she and Stephen had both been so busy with Jade, there’d been no time to talk. In many ways, though, shed been grateful for the distraction.
True, yesterday the sex between her and Stephen had been fantastic. Their unbridled need had proven to her once again that, where Stephen Garrison was concerned, she had no self-control.
Yet though she believed Stephen’s explanation of what had happened—or rather, what had not happened—that night four years ago on his boat, she wasn't sure what they had between them now was more than just good sex.
Yes, he wanted her back in his life, but it was because he thought the two of them should raise Jade together. He wanted to be fully involved in his daughter’s life, and the only way to do that was to include Jades mother in a package deal.
Undeniably, on the yacht yesterday, she’d had a moment of recklessness that might have made her pregnant again—though the possibility was unlikely. At least this time, though, she was married and had already committed to raising one child with Stephen.
But she knew better than to risk her heart again. Stephen had never said he loved her and given the long line of women in his life—despite Brittany's claim about his newfound maturity—she doubted he ever would. She might be the most memorable in his long line of conquests, but he'd given her no reason to believe she’d ever been more.
Still, because she’d rejected him four years ago he saw her as a sexual challenge now. She belatedly realized she’d all but waved the red flag in front of him when she’d announced she wouldn't sleep with him.
Stephen had a strong sex drive, and she was his wife. If no longer in name only, she reminded herself, still just out of convenience.