Hey there, miss me 
I love songs. just like movies and novels, they tell a story. love, courage, happiness, dreams, so on. I could listen to some song while i can see it in my mind. feel it in my heart and sing it out loud in the middle of a crowded cafe, yeah. it happened once, i was so into the song, faraway by nickleback and i was wearing my lovely pink set of the ipod and i just started singing without knowing i am doing it. by the end i found the whole cafe and some people passing are looking at me like i gone mad or something. i simply paid for the mocha and went out. i laughed so much though the moment i was out
i love backstreet boys, siberia, just want you to know, incomplete, never gone, one in a million, unmistakable, okay all the songs to be brief
I love west life too and Bosson, linkin park, blue october, daughtry, edwin mccain, keane, life house, leona lewis, one republic, snow patrol, the fray, maroon5, metalica, norah jones, evanescence and too many to remember
My friends always ask me how do I spend time all on my own cause since i don't got siblings, when i wanna go out andno one would come, i do it on my own. I actually enjoy going on my own. Have a lunch in some resturant and go to a movie or just walk around or sit in a cafe reading, writing, observing people or singing out loud. It's a really amazing experience, you all should try it once
One of so many fantasies is driving a red convertable on a lone road by the see at the early hours of morning while my hair is flying and singing out loud with loud songs from my ipod. i wish it could happen someday
I love traveling even though I haven't been anywhere yet. I haven't been on a plane yet but i can't wait to do it and fly to Italy. Oh, how i wish to see venice, florence, amalfi, milan, rome, i'd have to stay for at least two months to get to see everything and enjoy it
I love reading romance, as isaid earlier. I love contemporary. sometimes historical and the onlyparanormal i read was the twilight series. I love the whole corporate bussiness themes and I like the best friends too. It's always good to be best friends with the one you love, i think it makes it more stable and it works.
I don't like the helpless heroines. unless she had to go through some huge delimma that let her weak unlike her own, i can't read about it. Strong independent smart women are the best of characters in any novel i would love to read.
my last novel i read was smooth talking stranger by lisa kleypas and i totally love it. Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks Rima for getting it. It made lisa on top of the list of my favourite writers. You should check it out
Okay, this is some entry from my thoughts i usually write. nothing fancy but well, hope u like this one
" Last night I called 'S' and he was upset ", " Today, 'A' told me that I must do this ", " Didn't you hear? 'C' is engaged to 'M' and did you see the 'ring'? ", etc...
Nope, I am not going to be nuts. Just that the above sentences and more like them are too much to bear for me. I hear them on the bus, in the lectures, halls and the street as well. Wherever I turn my head, there's this girl talking about the problems with her 'boyfriend' or talking about who's engaged and who'll be married first. It's like as if the only concern for about 98% of girls today is the previous. I wonder where're the leaders, the wheel of change, the future of our country and the tomorrow's women!!!
You must know what I mean by all that. It's a scene that I see a lot in college. Some guy, so called man is fighting with some girl and he's humiliating her and they're not even engaged. The problem is that the girl is crying and saying she's sorry and begging him to forgive her. Like hell. Are you stupid honey? How can you let someone talk to you this way? Where's you pride and dignity? And you talk to her and she's making excuses for this guy and blaming herself. Unbelievable.
Girls, what happened to you? Is this the bright future that you're dreaming of? I try to find the reason why this is happening and I guess it must be the culture. Society or family but again, it's the 21 century and it's supposed to be the opposite. May be the influence of media and all that just got to most of the girls. They all believe that they can't find a job, quoting " If boys can't then what are the odds for us ". well, How about giving it a try before you give up.
Don't you wish to make a difference, a contribution in some field. Don't you want to help in the rising of your country, to be remembered as someone who was a part of the wheel of change, don't you want to write the future and get to be there even if it was in a little role. No, not little, Huge role. We girls are raised on the facts the we're girls. You don't get out at night on your own. You learn to not take responsibilities of yourself, especially financial ones. You learn to depend on your parents and family till you get married and you depend on your husband.
I am writing about all this just in case someone read it and wonder, why do you always belittle yourselves. They always say " Behind every great man there's a great woman ". Now the keyword is 'behind', Why not before, in front of. Girls, why do you settle with the behind. After all if he was a great man he wouldn't mind that a great woman is in the front.
It's just my opinion in this matter that I had to say or I'd scream out loud. Hope that it made someone think about it. No hard feelings and just so you know, I don't have a problem with staying at home mums only if they think by doing so they're raising a generation that will help in the change they couldn't do. If only.
Okay, know for sure though at the previous note, i am not generalizing. I know there are others who are the ones to count on. I had the pleasure of meetin them here. My friends in our lovely group the SR
well then, i'll be going now, have a nice night
Love ya always
To be continued 
23-04-09, 02:35 AM
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